My art is the search for aesthetics in the "ugly". Analysis of one's own emotions and mental states and their reflection in the global world. Based on my life, on my mental experiences, as the only real thing for me, I express in my images dualism, in which the pain of the external, physical, material, caused by the torment of the internal, intangible distortion of the perception of life. I analyze how the "inside" affects the "outside" and how this interaction can "disfigure" and delight at the same time.